Be's wish list

call me childish, but i really loves it!





nowadays i realized my wish list is getting longer n longer!!! Let's check it out;

an iphone 3GS
* y i need it? my current phone is functioning great! it hangs about 5 times a days and even more sometimes! and it cross over the contact list when i send out sms, eventually my fren always laugh at me when they receive the msg they are not supposed to! Checking out the Digi plan which is out today....and it's way too complicated to understand! So is this a 'need' or a 'want' item? Decide for me!!!

another branded bag - LV or Coach
* ok, stop cursing me now! i know this is a want item, not an 'i need it' item,i know i am not filthy rich like other gals can have want they want easily! but i just can't stop browsing webs and looking for the latest pricing offered! Maybe i can forever keep this in my wish list, lolz..... p.s* if i won lottery, i will sure buy it!

a ticket to BKK
* I think so far i can achieve this, with Air Asia every can fly! Remember?? So i was planning to go this year...but the red team and the gov at there are still quite angry with each other....so i better watch out and be wise on the time i book the flight!

that's it! Ya, actually i got lots more, but feel so lame to post it. Some wish list of mine i think i only can achieve it when i graduated and work full time.I understand too some of the item in my wish list is a 'want item' not a 'need item'...i need to start differentiate it. So i wouldn't end up buying things that i don't need it! So, way to go Be!

xoxo ~p~

In Memory of Daddy

7 years ago, he left me without any sign...or I supposed I had get ready for it to come.but unexpected it really came for him. My life changes starting the day he leave me, the family. I used to hate him while he still alive. Ya, really hate! Hate being controlled and not being able to voice up ur opinion or even dare to speak for ur disagreement! But over these years I used to miss him, a lot! Miss the way he will pamper me when I get good grades, or miss the time I used to cook dinner for him. His special request every night which only me can cook!! Lolz... It all still fresh in my memory on how it happen that day, the day death had taken him away...far away.......till then, I become a robot, working and spending every penny I got by my self..... But I am proud of my self, I used to jealous gals that own cars, branded bags, luxury house.... But now no more coz those gals will never appreciate how hard they parents worked and the pressure they had. Sometimes,I called them brainless gal. A very suitable name for them. Coz wat they Noe is just shop, club, and spend without knowing to earn money! I am grateful to have very home caring mummy. She didn't buy clothes from Zara,neither she own a pair of high heels,nor she puts on make up and carry a LV ! But I love her much.... She has been my everything since daddy leave me. Strong, hardworking,Supportive and understanding is why this family is still together! I appreciate everything she had done, and not to disappointing her, I will not let myself carry away by other distraction.... I can never let her down coz I Noe she put very high hope on me*winks* I love you mummy!!!! ( only will write it out coz I feels awkward to tell her, I wonder y?!?!)

xoxo ~p~

ipod alive!

I had fun during this weekend....Mei's friends is awesome, partying with them makes me feel greaT! Should have been living like this long time ago....
and ya, finally i am getting my cable to charge my ipod tonight!!! life have been suck without the "touch" !!!! U noe what i mean...... Will be getting really busy then, part time work, stalls and lots of assignment dues... will be going crazy....
and is less than a month to TW!!!! Alots of temptation being around that makes me hard not to shop for the entire month, but i will try to control....lolz...
The only way to stop is not to go shopping malls but sadly i went to One u at least 3 times a week....ask me any shop located in One u, and i can be a directory to tell you exactly where is it!



xoxo ~p~

the wrong path...

From " Unicef" To "Be"

thanks for this cute gift!

SALES!!!! AT FACESHOP! Grab it now or never!

Bika is the happy cupid in the family!



my life has been up side down these days.... i hate giving commitment, things i not sure. But i had made....sadly it only last 24 hours.. I realized now i really tired of being committed to any relationship. To me, is just so unreal, every things that has been said and mentioned will vanished in the air once the pass come back and haunted you. I was being told not to move back to my previous path, for at less thousands times... but i ignored it. Is time i learn my lesson then, but i was not depressed as last time. Maybe i had used to be......be the one who walk to the wrong path and turning back....

Mei called me up just now, and we are going zouking tonight! Thanks for the invites!

xoxo ~p~

y famous???

To : 'BE', FROM : XOXO


My NEW DKNY Fragrance bought in airport which till now i yet to open it! i love the packaging so much!!!!







my ipod is dead! due to the usb charger cable was OVER CURRENT!!! and the next thing you noe, i need to week max 2 weeks for the god damn new cable!!!! is just a cable not to change mother board or lcd screen??? y the hell it's so long!!!!! i think apple should consider to stand by the cable at the customer service counter. i am bored dead without my ipod....

hell bored and was reading other top blogger blog and some of it i just don't understand why they are famous?

1) xiaxue - a gal who have the hair color dyed like Lady Gaga... and her fav color is PINK ! ~ I MAD LOVE HER ~

2) Dawn yang - typical classic pretty gal... that's all.

3) Naomi Liu - petite cute SG model.....that's it.

4) XueSha - tall long legs SG model.... the end.

5) Kinky Blue Fairy - awesome hair style she had! extraordinary Chinese she is... loves the pic taken by her....or it should credited to Olympus Pen?

6) Natalynnz - except looking for latest dress to club and Chanel stuff, nothing much...OH YA, clubbing photos every entry!!!

7) Niki Cheong - typical M'sia Chinese Boy.... ( Just started to read his blog, not much comment)

8) Kenny Sia - same as above

or should i say i more interested to gal's blog, coz all those beauty stuff they share?!?

xoxo ~p~

clips , twists , kiss

no need to introduce anymore! most popular hair clips; the flowers clips!!

what on earth is this? is hair twister babes! come and i will show you how!

this week new arrival !


another weekend and it's another day i will spend my day WORKING! Indeed, i am a workaholic and i think no one can beat me by this age! ( maybe got, but i don't know? ) i have been spending my entire 5 years weekends going to this particular place and WORK!

But it all changes since this month onwards, because i had become the LADY BOSS! Congratulation! and celebration!!!!! Yippie!! Happy and joy coz i finally got my own business and worries starts coming as i am now no longer a worker but a boss who cares about the sales!

Mainly what i sell is .....what all the ladies wants! hair accessories ; hairband, hair clips, and not to forget things to wore on your beautiful neck; necklace...Basically is what a gal needs you can find it all at my stalls! Come and check it out babes! and i mean dude also can come and pick some little gift for you lovely one!

venue : Amcorp Mall ( near PJ Hilton ), 2nd floor ( opposite Abba Music )
Time : 10am to 6pm

p.s * i am a very generous person, if you ask for discount, you will surely get!!!

xoxo ~p~

irreversible

reverse unpleasant things that happen? wish you have the back to the future machine with you? in reality, i had ought to be the neutral one, accept every unpleasant things with clam heart....but things happened are meant to be, is irreversible! even how hard you pray and hope this is just a dream....especially mistakes! come on, who doesn't have made mistake in life! we are all human!!!!! ( unless you aren't )
i wish if there is a moment of confession and asked what is the moment you wish to erase in your life, no doubt i will say .... the irreversible mistake is deeper than sea, and higher than sky, and yet i still connected with. I wonder why?

xoxo ~p~

undeniably true

Hennessy Artistry event is just 2 days behind, and i soooo hope to go for this big event! Yet, what i wish and dream will not easily get,as usual....I think it's going to be hell lots of fun that night in Opera! Ok, i shall stop talking things that will not happened to me!

There are times i have doubt and certain of what i doing is right or wrong. But she had gave me a wise advise i would say. I denied things that happened but she can see through. Maybe this is the way it goes.....Undeniably true the feelings i had, but i will not let it happened again, anymore! Wish i can control it, can i? Just 7 months away and i will be graduate,finally i mean...LOL. And ya, i am a boss now, you can call me lou pan leong or si tao po, coz i having my own business now! Not to late to start it right?


xoxo ~p~

Perhaps?

is my first OPI and it's definitely will be.... purple color!

I always wonder how is it to dream bout a wonderland with all sort of animal....not after I watch Alice in wonderland perhaps! Alice believes what she dream will not hurt her, sadly it does!Jonny deep character was insane,crazy over hats and I think he likes Alice,perhaps. It wasn't too long ago since I last watched a movie,but I really prefer to sit with a person who can let me lean his shoulder on it....not tonight ,perhaps.weird feeling I had perhaps I wasn't ready .but I will get used to it...and I Noe I will,perhaps? Sometimes wondering n thinking bout wat u dream is not a bad thing,and perhaps dreams might come true one day! Who knows??? *ps* too much perhaps for tonight due to the influence of the movie-Alice in wonderland,I think she said more than 10times "perhaps" in the movie. Xoxo~p~

Moving on.....

with my black n white spec..



salted caramel cappuccino....@ genting coffee bean!

i break the rules...just for these 2 lovely tees and tops! Love it much...n can't resist it...
Moving on to forget someone is hard, especially when u can always meet that person. But to me, even i can't see him, it's still a hard job for me. I determine not to step back the same path i had been last year. I couldn't forget the way being treated and the sadness in my heart is still fresh.......
Therefore i addicted to other stuff to makes my self look busy.....checking on the latest branded bags prices is what i do the best! There are few in my mind that i must get this year but only if i work like a mad dog or win a lottery, perhaps?
And not to forget the must go trip this year is Bangkok! Shopping paradise that cater for the person just like me! Whoot!!
All these can be achieve as long as i believe in my self, i can do it! Depending on others to get things you wanted is not what i intended to and going to do.....making your wish list dream comes true all by yourself, satisfaction guarantee!!!!!

xoxo ~p~

Dissatisfaction in life

I don't really understand y? Y someone can get whatever they want so easily, and yet I am working like a dog 24/7 a week! Ya,I envy,I jealous,I can't imagine a person that can not working for their entire life! Yes, u heard me saying that. Was watching the whole new season of antm and a gal walked in and said to Tyra banks she and her mum had never work in her entire life! And chanel's stuff are just an normal item to them! Dissatisfied and jealousy about her life! And yet I can't do anything but to admire their daily luxury life! I wonder if they had ever donate some of their unwanted and not important $$$ to the ones who needed it! I mean to the unfortunate of couse! I was being touched by sandra's character in The Blind Side. Her generous and kind heart makes me wonder if there is such a person living in this reality world I mean. U will now what I 'm trying to say if u would have watch the movie.I think she deserve to win the Oscar! She become my favourite actress now!:) despite of having soooo many unsatisfaction in my life, I am glad that I'm still beathing at this moment! Still able to eat sleep and shit well everyday! Ya, I don't have 5'7 tall nor I have hot body Like Megan fox but I thank god for still giving me a chance to live. U never know what is going to happen in the next minutes.cherish and care the one besides u is what u should do. Unleast u wanted to regret when things happen. But it would be too late by then! That's y I choose to be happy even though I feel sad. I choose not to argue whenever it's not necessary. I choose to enjoy and pamper my self whenever I can. I choose not to angry to the person who broke promises and lies to me. Yup, this is me! Your truly xoxo ~p~

MOTO of the month!

Sometimes i just feel bless to have so many friends around me giving me hugs and support whenever i needed.....and i wonder why some ppl on earth can live on this earth by not mixing with others?!? I mean to me, just impossible to be a lonely creature not even for a minutes!
There will be NO MORE SHOPPING for me in the entire month!!!! I feel like soooooo hard, but i will always remember my moto for temporarily - SAVE NOW SHOP LATER AT TAIWAN !!!!
Is like a mission impossible but i will make it possible! my luggage to TW will be less than half full and comes back with double luggage with all my shopping items in it?!? HAHAHA, day dreaming again......

xoxo ~p~

Tiramisu

Illy loves Josephine!



unwind yourself in this cozy bistro is what i love the most! Chilling and enjoying tiramisu is the best! Sadly is not available in KL.If not, i will addicted to go there once a week! I think the owner of the bistro named it after the name of his loves one!Is so sweet and i wonder in the future if my loves one will named his shop with my name?!? Day dreaming again....
Solomon Kane for weekends movie... Not bad but is not what i had expected....How bout Alice in Wonderland?!? will definitely watch it! This freaking hot weather just makes me lazy to start my assignment....Cold mango milk shake and nice tiramisu to makes me energize plz!

xoxo ~p~

Stay strong

Following what your hearts tell you maybe wrong sometimes. In this case, i had made a wrong turn and perhaps things will get better later. Today's is aint a fairy tale for me! Pray hard and crossed my fingers but it ended up not so good after all. So what you can do now>? Blame god? Sorry dear, you just have to face it through and be strong! i noe i can.....

Is my only vacation time now!!!! And i wan to have fun! Before all those assignment that will cracked my head and exams of course! So just wanna to relax while i still can! Taking over the stall makes me hell lots of worries! But i noe i can do it better, and perhaps the best! Believe in my self is what i needed to bost up my energy, and just wait another few months, i sure i can have my long wanted wish list bring home! Peeps!

xoxo ~p~

hairstyle problem?

i wanted a long curly hair!!!! Was reading xiaxue's blog and what she said is so true! Trimming your hair will fasten your hair growing process? is so not true to me! Had been waited or ages for my hair to grow....Guess i need to wait for another half year!
One of a friend of mine had once said to me that hair is a gal's most attractive asset! You got a wrong hair cut means you are half dead! This is so true!!! You got a hair cut that is suitable for you, you nailed it everywhere you go with/without make up. Seriously, till now i still trying different hair style to see which suite me the best..perhaps someone can advise me what hair style is suitable for my face.
I admire gals who have a boy cut and looked cool even in a most unattractive outfit! Nevertheless, gals with long, straight or curly hair are great looking too! This depends on how well it matches your face i think. Some gals perm curly hairs makes them looked so aunty!But some makes them looked so feminine and mature!
Should you blame your hairstylist? Haha, maybe is your face problem but not your hair problem? I had tried many hair style and long brown curly hair is my next target! You never know until you try, right?

xoxo ~p~