7 years ago, he left me without any sign...or I supposed I had get ready for it to come.but unexpected it really came for him. My life changes starting the day he leave me, the family. I used to hate him while he still alive. Ya, really hate! Hate being controlled and not being able to voice up ur opinion or even dare to speak for ur disagreement! But over these years I used to miss him, a lot! Miss the way he will pamper me when I get good grades, or miss the time I used to cook dinner for him. His special request every night which only me can cook!! Lolz... It all still fresh in my memory on how it happen that day, the day death had taken him away...far away.......till then, I become a robot, working and spending every penny I got by my self..... But I am proud of my self, I used to jealous gals that own cars, branded bags, luxury house.... But now no more coz those gals will never appreciate how hard they parents worked and the pressure they had. Sometimes,I called them brainless gal. A very suitable name for them. Coz wat they Noe is just shop, club, and spend without knowing to earn money! I am grateful to have very home caring mummy. She didn't buy clothes from Zara,neither she own a pair of high heels,nor she puts on make up and carry a LV ! But I love her much.... She has been my everything since daddy leave me. Strong, hardworking,Supportive and understanding is why this family is still together! I appreciate everything she had done, and not to disappointing her, I will not let myself carry away by other distraction.... I can never let her down coz I Noe she put very high hope on me*winks* I love you mummy!!!! ( only will write it out coz I feels awkward to tell her, I wonder y?!?!)
xoxo ~p~
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