My new and finale semester started....should i be happy or sad? i rather it appeared to be neutral....it doesn't make any difference at all
whether or not is my last semester, i still working my ass out....
To be frank, i rather being married and sit at home watch Astro....
going to hypermarket and thinking what to cook for dinner...
or gossip with others bout latest fashion in town...
Not like this!!!!
Or if there is a so-called 'time machine', i will travel to my future and c if i enjoy my future life being as a housewife...
Okay, back to reality. I am sick...
for some reason, i was being attached by virus continuous...
dear always asked me this question when i am not well..
'would you regret for not having a bf who stays in kl? so when u r sick, can take care of you more??'
i rather remain silence sometimes...
but i always answered him ' ya, if i would have regret then i wouldn't have talking to you now....'
dear always throw me some 'weird' question i would say...
asking me many 'if'
who knows what 'if' things happened the way you didn't expect?
i chose to accept the fate and the route i had chosen...
or maybe coz we always apart, we tend to cherish even more when we together...
spending rest of time...even though doing nothing at home, we were bless....
i wonder if he feel the same way....but my instinct told me that he love me more then before....
i can 'see' the changes he had on himself, but times are needed for this changes to apply...
is hard to change a 'devil' into an 'angel', you agree?
trust is what bond us together till now...
we both worried the same thing everyday but i think this is the way we have to deal with...
or perhaps you didn't know that lies is the only 'poison' that kills a relationship.....
xoxo ~p~
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